Today is the last day Cathy and I are in NC, Russell is at work. Its raining, boo. Just working on wedding stuff & homework. This weekend we got a lot of wedding stuff done, at least I think so, major stuff I wanted him to be apart of. Like buy the wedding rings, do the bridal registry mainly. I worked on the invitations and figuring out time for the bridesmaids dresses... thats still on the to do list. Im completely off of my Synthroid, and it sucks. Im getting used to it though, like feeling blah and cranky is normal now.. I hate it. I am snappy and rude, I hate cancer. Oh, I saw my first cockroach this time down... holy cow=nasty.
I feel I say this all the time but its becoming more real day after day.. this deployment is coming, as I go with him to get his shopping "list" together for it, I try to stay as positive and calm during it all. Sometimes I just look at him and wonder how I got so lucky. I know God wouldn't put me through this if I couldn't handle it. I constantly remind myself of 1 Corinthians 13, Love endures all things. It may be a year apart, but it will make us stronger and God will see us through.
1 Corinthians 13 - Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails
