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these past few days have been rough, i haven't been on here in a while so here are the updates. Were now into april, I moved to NC and am living with Brittany. I am waiting for a background check to go through for a job working on base in the housing office. Russell is finally receiving his packages now, thats nice. I had to get a new computer because my old one took a dive. Working out is pretty much my daily activity and tanning. I have an appointment on thursday with my new oncologist. I hope it goes well. I Just got a VERY short phone call from russell, things are rough lately, we haven't talked lately, really missing him and wanting him to come home. Before the wedding I couldn't wait to get married, but I haven't wanted something this bad in my life. I can NOT wait until Russell is home... time is going by fast, but not fast enough. Its Already April, About 3 months down! I do miss my friends and family back home, I will be going home in June for a little bit. Hoping to get my house within the next month.. Russell sent me beautiful flowers, pink gerbers and roses. That man is the greatest in the world. I am so thankful I have the greatest husband in the world. Would be better if he was home though..